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About Me Member Procrastinator M A R I N A‼©15/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed 'cause I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well and I've got five fingers on each hand for every mistake that I've made, to ten million fireflies, I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes. Got misty eyes as they said farewell.

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BIRTHDAY// May 2nd, 1994

GENDER// Female(?)

HAIR&EYES// RED hair&Blue eyes, I also wear glasses kthnx

SPECIES// Spartan/Godzilla/Maned wolf/Badger/Awesome/batman/Pyramid head

INTEREST// Drawing, writing, roleplaying, being awesome, cartoons, kids movies, fairy tales, buttsecks, smilies, friends

MUSIC//
Flobots, Ludo, Cobra Starship, Lady Gaga, All American Rejects, Bowling for Soup, Maroon 5, Panic! At The Disco, Dashboard Confessional, Calvary Kids, Fergie, 3OH!3, The Killers, Weezer

SHOWS//
Flapjack, Chowder, Courage, Cow and Chicken, Ren and Stimpy, SuperJail, Family Guy, Billy and Mandy, NCIS, America's Next Top Model, Ghost Hunters

MOVIES//
Watchmen, Repo: The Genetic Opera, Cats Don't Dance, Lion King, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Disney Movies in general

GAMES//
Jak and Daxter series, Ratchet and Clank series, Klonoa, Okami, Crash Bandicoot, Silent Hill 2, Sly Cooper series, Fighting games, Spryo

ANIMES+MANGA//
I Luv Halloween, Chobits, DearS, Strawberry Panic, Pet Shop of Horrors, Elfen Lied, Inukami, Death Note

RANDOM FACTS//
&Cartoons and American Comics are way better then anime and manga.
&I'm too cool for school. Meaning I only go one day a week for around 3 to 4 hours (:
&I love all my losers, be them internet friends or IRL friends. I couldn't live without you guys <333
&I overuse smilies OOOO:
&I have a very dirty mind ;D
&I'm immature.
&My now very red hair comes from a bottle. I have Blue eyes. I'm tall and thin.
&I'm very lazy, prone to staying up late, and sleeping in.
&I slack off, a lot. Normally I get things done last minuet.

(the following are in no particular order, and I'm sorry if I forgot you .-.; )
RL Losers//
:iconrougehyuuga::iconjemette::icon1stmateblah::iconlovemecancerously::iconeko15::iconericdbz::iconlolshelb:

Internet Losers//
:iconthekingofqueens25::iconanimeloverxd::iconribcagez::iconariikinz::iconwhitechocolatemochax::iconblondshadowblossom::icondulali::iconsockmonkeytastic:
++Many more~

:iconrainbowheartplz1::iconrainbowheartplz2::iconrainbowheartplz3::iconrainbowheartplz1::iconrainbowheartplz2::iconrainbowheartplz3:

Angstangstangst

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 2:39 AM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: angst
  • Reading: angst
  • Watching: angst
  • Playing: angst
  • Eating: angst
  • Drinking: angst
:star:Kirban at 20,000 pageviews!!:star:

So.....I was typing a journal, ended up closing the fucking window on accident. So I have to re type everything becuase well yeah |:

I'm doing hw right now....sorta.
I really, /really/ hate math. Like seriously. I'm half assing my homework, all of it. I don't give a flying fuck right now xx;
I didn't even take my math test last week, and barely passed my english -headdesk- I feel so...stupid right now.
I also have lab this week -sigh- oh well me and :iconrougehyuuga: are in it together, so that's an upside.
And I get to see all my drama friends, another plus.


So, I've been missing my friends a lot lately. I'm going to try and get :icon1stmateblah: and :iconlovemecancerously: to come over this weekend...that'll be fun.
I miss the days when I was with my friends almost constantly. Like through eight grade me and ~1stMateBlah we're really, really close, and me and ~lovemecancerously we really close too. I miss when they'd come home with me, and we'd chill and shit. And then once i left normal school me and *RougeHyuuga got /really/ close to. But lately I've just felt kinda...I dunno distant. I mean sure I talk to my friends but I just, I miss them. I feel kinda left out, like I'm never invited anywhere anymore I never go out with my friends, I just feel like someone who's house they go to every once in a while, or sometimes I go to their house, I want to be more then that, I want to be a part of their lives. Granted I normally have a blast when my friends come over, but I still just feel so out of the loop.
I dunno, I guess it's my fault. Haha, I don't put enough effort into my relationships...so I guess I just kinda get...forgotten about. The more I look back, the less of a surprise it is really. I dunno I guess a call every now and then would be nice...like "Hey Marina it's -insert name here- me and everyone else you used to be really close to are hanging out, think you could join us?"
would that be so hard? I know I sound selfish right now but...I'm allowed to be selfish every once in a while. At this rate I might as well crawl under my bed and die, not like people would notice I'm gone really....
though my internet losers might me mad |D
"WTH?! Where's Marina |: She needs to reply to my roleplay fdegteudkj!!!"
Yeah...they'd probably all say that xD
BUT NO I'm over dramatizing, my IRL friends love me tons...they just kinda ignore me sometimes.
Or maybe I'm just being whiny.
I think it's a little of both.
Plus the fact I have no spending money, save about 5 bucks every week to get lunch for school that I share with Kiwi...and some drama friends, doesn't help me much. And the fact I dislike asking my mom for favors lately.

ALSO I'm in an art slump. I noticed myself get better, and then poof, yeah art failure. I hate it right now. Sure it's pretty and colorful, but things just don't come out how I want them too....my art all looks the same. I've got so many wonderful ideas, mostly inspired by lulzy roleplays with some of my losers, but yet all of it comes out looking like shit. -sigh- I know, I know, practice, practice, practice bitching and moaning and complaing will get me nowhere, but whatever, I need to rant every once in a while xx'


URRRG I'M ANGSTING RIGHT NOW
ANGST
ANGST
ANGST
ANGST
....
I hate fucking angsting, I feel so angsty gnebiugtgkhd
GODDAMNIT
-sigh-
Ohwell.....I'll feel better in a few days prolly.....hopefully....I BETTER OR I'LL KICK MYSELF IN MY TEETH -slaps self-
@~@



ONE MORE THING
I got theses gloves at Hot Topic, thanks to my Aunt, and they make me think of Lady Gaga <3
|D
You /needed/ to know that information....or you would have exploded |:
You better thank me, I just saved you life.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: CALIFORNIA BITCHES
  • Interests: Furries, gore, art, being awesome
  • Favourite movie: Cats Don't Dance, Silent Hill, Repo Man, and moar
  • Favourite band or musician: A lot
  • Favourite genre of music: The good kind
  • Favourite artist: Kiwi
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Traditonal
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: tutle shell plz
  • Skin of choice: the butt pirate kind
  • Favourite game: Jak&Daxter, Ratchet&Clank, Spyro, Conker's bad fur day
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 all the way
  • Favourite cartoon character: Courage, Flapjack
  • Personal Quote: Aarrr there be termits in me wooden leg
  • Tools of the Trade: Markers <3

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:iconanimeloverxd:
I think you might like this...:iconhurrplz:-->[link]

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" Think for yourself, question authority".:aww:
-Third Eye by Tool.

"Be yourself, no matter what they say".
- Englishman In New York by Sting and The Police.

*AngelicHeart holds the other half of my heart...
:icona-sad-pandas-poptart:
Thank you for the favs, love
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"Ore wa homo janai!!!" -Nakatsu
:iconmcweebers:
Thanks for the fav!!!!:iconhurrplz:

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Best friends are we, my sister and me ~GabbyTronRulez
"You know we poor artists have to show ourselves in society from time to time, just to remind the public that we are not savages"~Basil Hallward The Picture of Dorian Gray
:iconcaptainbuttpirate:
No problem <3<3<3<3

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An iron fist to happiness.

Icon made by *RougeHyuuga
:iconmcweebers:
yay!!!


limh means laughing in my head. it's for the people who always say lol

tell 10 friends and help make it popular!

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Best friends are we, my sister and me ~GabbyTronRulez
"You know we poor artists have to show ourselves in society from time to time, just to remind the public that we are not savages"~Basil Hallward The Picture of Dorian Gray
:iconlexeatsglue:
thankyas very much for the favs kind mam~

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Will always love his Pretty Kitty A-Ro to deaths and Afters
-Alexander Stanchfield
:iconnarutokun1:
Thanks for the favs :D

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John 3:16- For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son so that so whoever beleiveth in Him will not perish but have everlasting life.
:iconcaptainbuttpirate:
dun mention it <3

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An iron fist to happiness.

Icon made by *RougeHyuuga
:iconanimeloverxd:
" If you want to burn yourself, remember that I love you..."
-from "Loose Lips"-

:3

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" Think for yourself, question authority".:aww:
-Third Eye by Tool.

"Be yourself, no matter what they say".
- Englishman In New York by Sting and The Police.

*AngelicHeart holds the other half of my heart...
:iconcaptainbuttpirate:
<3<3<3<3<3

....
I wanna makes some babies
I wanna get it on
I wanna make ya horny
But I can't get it up Dx


|DDDD
-shotdead-

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An iron fist to happiness.

Icon made by *RougeHyuuga

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